Its just more obvious to me.
that I belong with this man.
Hes great Leo.
I want to tell you all about him. If I only knew...
lol.
I have this hideous way about me Leoness.
Its backward thinking. When you take =what our father knew and twist it and make it better. So that the men of today understand how it is when woman are put through the wringer. You leave wanting something better. a better place to hang your favorite coats. a different illusion. that is this. You dont turn someone out becaus eyou wanted them to do everything at you. How do you touch something that makes you warm. How do you take a cold piece of it and turn it into a planet.
I have a hard time here.
I have a better time when I am able torplay what has happened top me.
What has happened to the places where the men have hearts and turn that horrible pain into something that is sloving and a peace of heart that is beyond the green hands.
Do you hear what I say to you?
Julie is a wonderful woman and when I can say this to you and you understand me. Do what you can.
Be who you truly want to be. Treat me as you would want to be treated. How would you like being forced into something that you cant get out of? HOw?
Your expected and your this and that. Too many house rules will not be tolerated. You know? I know that its anothers house. but hold up. I have needs and wants as well and if Im not getting mine met. there will be no more slavery. In this house.Not ever again.
I want my love life to be worked this way.
You want something from me...
you obviously know what it feels like to hurt and care.
So show it with your actions. Not just your painful; injections.
Realize.
If Leo ever reads this? hi.
Im just muyttering my dreams.