if I dont know how to hold on to something I wont know what to let go of.
If you pardon my agony. here. it is vital to me that I do not in slave myself to these ignorant.
In front of me behind me. In back in the middle I dont want to suffer in silence with anyone. Not him. not you not ever to be trapped againb. IN something that was not greatful for or earned. You have to think like a woman who is entitled to have what every man has. respect. In my respect for my self. You wont see me on apole. You wont see me asking how to make money. If I need something.
When I need something. I will walk.
Walk.
walk
asking no one for anything. not crying for my missing childhoods. Not ever being taken care of the way I should have been taken care of. Putting too much stress over me.
Putting too many obstacles in my way to make sure that I never made anything of myself./ There is a problem in our gender as womenb. We have to stand up for what we believe. We have to know that we are no longer in slaved to any men. Not ever again. If we cant get what men get. what other people stigma on us. We will overcome any bs. We will not ever have to do things that are benath us just so that we can have a few. Thgis to me seems ridiculed.
I will not be ridiculed.
I need to be loved the way I want to be loved and as I feel a beghinng of that happening.
It will be happening.
this is not the right way.
You take care of what you love. You dont tell it to take care of its self.
I say to you.Hold on to the people who are important and if its better for you to take care of whats important to you.
Your doing your obligation. In this place./ I was not. So I show all the abuse I have taken by not being loved all over my face. as I was too ugly as a child to ever be touched to ever know that I had a voice and nothing that any opbstacle locked in front of. me. You take carew of your love.
Take care as IU suffer here. Unloved.
I remain that way until people hear what I have to say and apreciate the fact that I am free.
I am not upset about not being loved as a child.
I am hurling the rejects at my parents. As They rejected mne. I reject them now.
I have no space that is too small.
I am feeling ripped and hurdled through being spared...any posebale women who want to take my place?
Someone who refuses to speak or make known anything because your mom might get left with someone who finds it more important to waste time on something that wont ever love you back or touch you back.
The truth may be hard top heal. Hard to hear but you dont know what you might forget to rmemebr If I leave out any details.
The way to speak to a woman will release what is to be heard from a man.
It is called reasoning with trust.
I am able to grow as people when epole remind me that I am understood as What I feel will have its place. being chosen to listen to you.
I wont retreat from this time.