its not hot at all without the coolnmss of intellect.Your kindness to yourself is mortally reprehensable. You find a woman who feel like that about you. You wont ever need for anyother camera. the eyes are not as much of a scope as your trinkets crossed my borders and effected me in a slight touch. Better than those colorful smells of taste. I can heal in my own pleasures. as the effect on my breathing more oxygen and less of the insignifigance. hallows out the bad edges and some day when I come to awake from this nightmare of darkness. Of being a lost longing. I can take a piece of what I forgot to forgive and turn the smile into a forgotten tears. as laughter and crying out are the same in any langiuagfe do you belive in being honest with yourself. with your own feelings. the pastures. the makings of earth. I can contimplate whats more important. an existance exitly. or the makings of a true life. being able to ride and fly and drive and having that true source of independance that so many are longing to feel but most of all to not have to take any bs from anyone. I have to do whats good for myself.

why do i love Leo?
Why does love capture me anytime I look.
Why does love not pick its people why does it want to make you love me
why Leo.
Why Leo does nothing I feel ever come up right. Why does nothign I do make you feel for me what Im dying to relate to you.
Your bones ache with time as mine do. and I do not expect more from you than I am willing to punish myself with.
I need my privacy. Just like anything. anyone can understand why nothing that you can do can someone do what you want them to do. Its only with time and with age that you understand how to have adult relationships without any right to expect of them what you do not give to yourself.
adulthood means letting go. Of everyone. everything and making your own thoughts and voices heard so they dont haunt you like nightmares anymore. So I mighty wish for that face. Your heart may be able to speak with the best it can and not be harboured by fear ever ever again. Eveni when Im working here in the blackness of the darkness and the people who worship the darkness come out only to fear the deafening love that wont cure what is making me ill. The texture of being whom I was meant to be. Withou r without the light of hope. will only lead strength into places where meek was brutally raped. Like I had been so many times. I reflect against that. I mkae my way over it and I trample and thought or feelings about its worth on my power. You dont do that to anyone. The only thing you should ever harm. Is your things.Things that have no feelings.No pain.
I apologize for letting that owrd even be said as it desrves no respect. Bringing to justice everyone who ever mis used my trust you know...

If being an attractive person is wrong. then I am with the sinful stones.
Be well..

Leon.
oh.


Good day to you.
xoxox.

I was obviously here before.